Esprit De'Corps really brings back memories to my mind...
i know that i should be studing and mugging real hard for my chinese olevels now... but i really find it quite hard to ignore the heartahe in me.
anyone remembered the times where though we were small. but we still made sure that we made the best out of everything we had? remembered my first caregroup conisiting of me, bryan, junwei, dennis, diqiang and chongyeow. still remember how humbly we first started out? how we had to depend on playing the cd for music during worship? despite how small we were. we could always get into the atmosphere of God. where by everyone's vision is one and united. no one really cared much about how well it is done. how fun the game really is. everyone was just there. to expericnce the true meaning of fellowshipping in God.
slowly we grew as we worked hard for everything we had. we went down evaxing and slowly fruits came down. though i had to admit i didn't really do much during that time... but i could still sense that the spririt of God is still within us. Valentino came in... Nathan came in... slowly... these people flowed into the group. as i grew closer to the group and as i know more of the people like jason, bingliang, louis, yiqin, nicholas and all the others that came into my life sometime during my walk... really want to thank all these people for being there with me.
could still remember the hardwork the group put in to make "he choose the nails" a success. many problems surfaced as we were planning such as the vennue. we had to repeatly push the event back. but we never gave up. we countinued to improve on our activities and countinue to trust in God. we were desperate enough to ask the teachers if we could book the lecture theatre 2 for that afternoon. we were giving our best to God. we ended up holding the even in costa sands east coast. the event though was quite a messy one, but it still managed to touch people's heart for God. people like shiwei, catherine, amanda and fajin. they came into the group.
the last few days before school year end. it was one that was one of the most exciting times that i had in my walk. we were all so pumped up for God. we all shared the common vision of multiplying CCHS. remember revivalCCHS44? i am part of the fruit of this vision. the vision that moved in so many hearts. how isiz that it was so easy to get more then 40 contacts in one day and now finding it hard to even get 10?
remember the letter we wrote in camp? the letter that is to be send back to us 2 years later? i still can. i still can remember what i wrote in it. i could still clearly remember the scene. "Hope ChungCheng"... that was what i wrote. that was my vision for cchs. that is my goal for cchs. i wouldn't wan to recieve the letter two years later and start regretting what i had not done. i would not wan to cry out to the Lord of what i did not achieve. but i wan to cry out to the Lord, praising Him that He had done and preformed mercials in cch. i wan to be a part in making that happen.
remembered how we used to pray as a school? as one mind. as one soul. that we would all win cch over for God? that we would gather during service during altar call that we would pray. pray for the revival. remembered the times we had before school starts. no matter how later or early we are, we would sit down and gather and the same bench in the canteen to fellowship together. how many identified that table as ours? and how many looked at us and how we impacted others? and the prayer meets that we held before exams at the canteen to calm our hearts down and to place our trust in the Lord. where is all of these? where is the spirit that we used to have?
where is that sense of eagerness in our hearts? where is the love for the group? where is the burden for the schools? where is the care for the people around us?..
Where is God in our group... Where is God in our hearts... ...
+ AMEN
Child of GOD
Aloysius Koh
a.k.a. aHboy
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